i learned that 

existing as a human being is dirty work

some might say it is a burden

others might say that it is an inconvenience.

so then, darling, may i ask

will you allow me to be inconvenienced

by you?

i will stay behind 

and wait for you to tie your shoes

if you are a haunted house on the hill

then i will be the ghosts that cling 

to every nook and cranny

if you are the ocean waves

then i will be the shoreline that you crash onto

every single time

if you feel weak and melt into my arms

then i would tell you that i like my shirt soggy

you can make a home out of me

and i will shield you 

through the wildest winters 

and violent dog days

take cover; there is a nice cozy room for you

in this heart of mine.

you could tell me every ugly thing about you

your rebounds and earthquakes and mistakes

and watch me wrap them in love

and say “you are enough.”

give me your worst nightmares

and your sweetest daydreams;

in this moment, do not turn away

let me see your face, lit through the darkness.

let me be inconvenienced by you.

November 2, 2023