these thoughts are keeping me up tonight
2 am wondering if anything is worth the fight
days are so bleak, nothing ever bright
still, I keep making empty promises that I’ll be alright
then they never ever see the light
i said i don’t want to be hurt anymore
and every step that i take
feels like i’m falling through the floor
i just want to get better
don’t wanna be someone you don’t want around
don’t wanna be someone I don’t want around
cause every day it’s just muffled cries
fountain of tears from my lifeless eyes

summer tried to console me
with the blazing sun and the pool parties
but all i ever felt was autumn,
like the dead falling leaves
and by winter frozen over, just stone cold
no warmth in my life, no hope to hold

if you see the boy i used to be,
please tell him to come back to me
to teach me again what happiness means
i just want to be okay
i don’t want to cry another day.